Why should I cry, when in the end he didn’t end up choosing me? Can we be friends at this point still? He’s one of the only people I trust, a foolish decision I know, but I do. I think he’s the most awesome person in the world, but he doesn’t want to be. He doesn’t even know how much he is capable of. I believe in him, yet he doesn’t believe in himself. And I wish he would stop being afraid, take the bull by it’s horns and just fight.
Maybe that’s too much to ask of a person, but I believe he can do this much.
I can’t begin to tell you how much he rocks my world. For someone that means that much in your life, wouldn’t you want the best for them?
Maybe it’s just foolish thinking, but even though it’s like this. I still have hope for him to succeed.
